2 months ! since i last update my blog.. haha. hai shag ah this blog.. dun even feel like logging in to write stuffs.

nonetheless im here ! haha. recently lots of things have been occupying my mind. i dunno y and i dunno how.. im always holding on.. i think im holding on to my willpower. even ppl of the highest EQ quality will break down someday.

recently there is an incident which i feel quite bad abt it. sometimes i reaaly take things for too granted. i always think im a nice guy a nice boy something which i can be aheaad of othes in terms of. but i realised im still far fr it. where has my sense of responsibility went to ??? izzit because of my life ? argh... completely shagged !

i think im a changed person.. after so many things had happened. even im in trouble with the adults..

my fren once told me that though i may look like a kid i may behave like a kid i may still not matured yet but she said i have a very strong mens' pride or so call da nan ren zhu yi which gradually i start to believe wat she had said.

i've grown so domineering all of a sudden in terms of one aspect. meanwhile i will reflect on what i had done.. hai.. =)

hey ppl reading this and for those who know me can u all tell me whether im a responsible person ?? haha =) thanks


at 19/08/06 5:10 PM | 0 comments

wtf ! world cup is gone ! must wait till another 4 yrs.. not bad won $300 thereabout for this world cup haha.

for this entry i dun wan to blog abt sad things i shall just say smth abt me which i have decided.. =)

im gonna be more sporty, enthusiastic, da fang, more gentleman, try not to act cool too much haha.

ok thats my aim for now. im gonna change to a better person ! =)
at 10/07/06 3:44 PM | 0 comments

ok ytd was enjoyable for me. after abt 2 months i finally met her. we went orchard, bugis then after that we went to take neo print. that was fun ! haha.

ok a short and simple entry for today. and the world cup has started ! yeah and england will win paraguay today. my predictions for the world cup: haha

Germany the most quarter finals

England got high chance this year

Brazil though they are favourites i dun see them winning the world cup. haha

France same as Germany

Argentina may have problems qualifying fr their grp

Portugal may go semis

Italy not consistent- quarter finals

Spain- 2nd round or slightly quater finals if they met an easier opposition in 2nd round.

Surprises: Ivory Coast ! maybe Ecuador..




at 10/06/06 12:19 PM | 0 comments

it has been ages since i last updated my blog. ok just came back fr indonesia. overall there are mixed feelings lar.. haha.

if u are happy go lucky type of person, does it mean that ppl will perceive u as a person who has no aim and goals in this world ?? and does it means that u dun mind certain things ?? and does it means that u can be easily taken for granted ?? i guess it is...
at 05/06/06 12:38 PM | 0 comments

ok think i got it a load off my mind after i had confessed out my feelings. though i dun have the desire result, but i know i had put in effort. just that i knew her thru online is always an obstacle.

life still has to carry on. and this is the dunno how many times i have failed!! haha. shld i say i had gotten used to it? alright think the problem lies with me most of the time.

ok tml had to ge tback to work. seriously speaking i love going to work more and more. its getting merrier and merrier. =)

so excited abt the upcoming champions league final !! come on arsenal u can do it! gunners all the way.
at 14/05/06 2:38 PM | 0 comments

as one grow up one has to be satisfied with the way things are or life is. that is call maturity i guess ! haha. we shld not ask for too much still like young kid like tat.. we shld just quietly accept things as they are..
at 13/05/06 4:18 PM | 0 comments

till the day```

today i am super super super super super tired. if u look at my eyes u will know. my eyes had completely lost its shape. the eyelids got 3 to 4 lines ah.. haha. i may drop dead anytime on my bed. just now while watching tv falling aslp already.

I have not had that feeling for a very long time now. seriously its a very long time.. but i still keep on hoping that i will fall in love one day. i hope to love the right girl.. i hope that the next time i fall in love i can have a greater love.. i hope that the love will last.. all i do is hope and hopes..

i always prefer to wait for the right one. i know naturally fate plays a part. in future i may not have the best but as long as im happy i know thats enough.

Appreciation.. maybe some day a girl will appreciate me, my character. can u imagine one day if ur crush tells u back that she likes u too ..? the feeling is... undescribable.

me: i had feelings for u !

crush: i had feelings for u too !

me: =)

crush: hey! im attracted by ur cuteness, sillyness, stupidness and ur kindheartedness. i really appreciate wat u had done for me. thank u very much.. i love u !






at 08/05/06 3:37 PM | 0 comments

today i feel so happy.. at night i went to attend my tang jie wedding dinner. ok this is the first time im attending a wedding dinner. ok i know very sua ku! haha nvm.

i really feel happy for her. =) i think anyone who can be with the ones they love is the most happiest thing on earth. and.. they are so cute lar.. the bride and the bridegroom. =D
at 07/05/06 5:18 PM | 0 comments

erm i dunno if the society is changing or im not up to date haha..

i am always telling myself to improve and i know i had improved. but then there's still a part of me cant be improved so easily. and thats my expressions problems.

i know im gonna suffer lar if i cant express myself well.. maybe im still not tat "let go" haha. but as usual i had tried and im still trying.. arghhh i keep telling myself im gonna succeed ! =)

ok, today went sentosa with jackie. didnt know that there was the event called "defend ur turf" its a soccer event lar. at 1pm. when we reached there then we knew abt it. lucky we reached there at 11 plus. the brazilians were so cool ! esp this guy call marcelo. lots of girls i think will drool over him. he's just that charming lar and cool ! but its a pity lar we didnt get to watch them play. all their samba skills. we went off at 5 but then the time they will start playing is at 7.

however, we managed to take a pic with them. but blame it on my hp lar cant send the picture ! if not u bet i will upload it on fster with the caption that says ' the boys from brazil! ' hahaa

there are a total of 8 of them. cant rmb all the names. i know there are diegol, marcelo, vanquinho, xande, stm forgotten the rest.

talking abt stm ! i think i really got stm man.. countless examples. saded lar. haha =)




at 06/05/06 4:21 PM | 0 comments

ok today shall blog abt this topic call "coming to ones' senses"

ok human nature told us that we often take things for granted. and thats natural. thats y its call human nature. we cant blame ppl and ppl cant blame us.

i think that normally ppl will start to be more "awake" when they finally saw the light ! or when situational constraints.

i dun deny ppl often judge ppl by FIRST impression. but i think wats more practical is the 'NEXT' impression. meaning.. those impressions u have on them gradually over time. and just a moment of negative abt u, can make the other party turned off and this moment of negative will stay in their mind for some time and be replaced by a more positive moment of u slowly slowly...

thats when ppl start to 'wake up' haha.

recently i've become more crappish. haha dunno y.. even at work also ! omg.. i even mimic the way my boss walks!! lol. so funny.. even my colleagues say quite alike. aiya so cheeky.. ok thats all for now!






at 04/05/06 2:48 PM | 0 comments